The beginning of my life path was somewhat conventional. I went to university and got married at an early age. I created a home and day-to-day working in a corporate environment. It was during this time where I was unable to rest, and started to realize the disconnection between my body, heart and soul. This began an enquiry of deep contemplation in my life, a longing to discover what love is and who I truly am. My body began to hurt and I heard the call within, that there is more to my sexuality, love and to life itself. I realized that I had created a life from my conditioning and not a life that was true to the depths of my being.
I was guided into an immersion of the feminine in wild nature with women. Here I embodied the awakening of feminine of the earth through my body, as pure life. From this time followed five years of initiation into the feminine. I was moved to end my marriage and leave my job. I spent hours daily immersed in nature opening to life moving through my being. This was an inward journey into my heart as love and my body as pre life. There was much burning and transformation of old forms and ways I had put myself together, silence with no speech as the narratives dropped away, and welcoming the tenderness of my humanity by softening the protective layers. I experienced surrendering into the earth mother, receiving her love transmission and deep wisdom, feeling connected to all of life with much aliveness, potency, love and wisdom moving through my being.
My sexuality went through a returning back home within, with no pushes or pulls, manipulations or controls. There was a unraveling of the patterning and conditioning from my personal past, lineage and the collective. I received a clear message that I am here to guide women into the feminine, as a midwife and guardian. The feminine continues to awaken more deeply through me, by listening and deep receptivity and surrender, and the willingness to meet all of humanity with love and presence. The feminine moves through my body freely, as undulating spirals and pulsations, sharing wisdom, transforming, healing and birthing the depths of my essence, layer by layer.
This is a journey of embodying ancient feminine wisdom streams. The primordial roots of Shakti as pure life force and power, Divine Feminine, Earth Gaia Sophia.
On this journey I have embodied the divine masculine, the light of consciousness, which has been the end of abandonment. The masculine presence creates a spacious container of love, opening clear seeing, deep integrity and a dedication to truth. He is in devotion and in union with the feminine awakening through me and in the world.
I have guided thousands of women between the ages of 20 and 78 years old across the world, which has been a journey of birthing my body of work in devotion to the feminine.
I have not read many books or sat with many teachers. I have been touched by inspiring beings along my journey of awakening feminine and I am in deep honor to those who have come before me. I was born on the tip of Africa where I spent most of my waking life, I now lives deep in the wild amongst ancient forest and glazier mountain stream in New Mexico.